This feels a little strange. In a lot of ways I've known I was always different from other boys. But the day I realized I was truly different was in ninth grade gym class. I was sitting with one of my classmates and on the other side of the gym, the girls were having their gym class. This one girl Erica, was sitting directly opposite us. She was overweight, some may even say fat with long blonde hair and glasses. "Hey," I said as I leaned close to my bench-mate. "Ericas pretty cute eh?" He turned and looked at me as if I had just told him I were queer. The truth is, I've always preferred fat girls. Whenever I am hanging around with the guys and they are talking about women they find "hot", I always feel kind of awkward. I would pass up a skinny chick for a fat chick any day (twice as much if they got big tits and glasses). Sometimes I wonder if they ask themselves why I'm not getting into the conversation. Then I wonder if its because they think I might be gay. But I don't want to go on about how not gay I am, because that would just make me look gay. When I masturbate I almost always think about fat girls (4/5 times) and I masturbate ALL THE TIME. Nothing gets me going more then the thought of having unprotected sex with a fat girl and dropping a big load of sperm inside her. The weird thing is, some of these girls aren't even that attractive and that just makes me want to fuck them more. I know there are plenty of them that most guys might even call "ugly". However my sexual preferences seem to function without consideration for public opinion. There was even this one girl whom I work with (and really would like to fuck) who one time said "I know I'm a fatty and I've accepted it." This really just made me want to fuck her more. Her blatant disregard for common societal norms was a HUGE turn-on. Is this normal?