
I let him do It
Posted Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous | 556 views | 10 comments
My ex boyfriend, was a horrible person who used me for sex, an emotional outlet, and drug money. We used to get high, and I'd let him do things to me I found disgusting. The people who know call it rape because I was not sound of mind, and had blatantly said no sober, and was an abuse victim. but I will never blame him, I was the one who said yes, I was the one who smoked the weed, and I'm the one who in the end let him desecrate my body... The worst part is that It didn't even work, he left me for a girl he cheated on me with, and still came back for extra on the side... I let him do It. But It's not what I did to my own body that makes me cry... It's remembering the night he didn't even realize he'd stopped fucking me until I took off the rubber.... He was using my body, the thing I would shame for his pleasure, and he didn't even like it.
Commented Oct 27, 2013 by anonymous
Hey lady whoever you are don't listen to this bullshit they say..I understand the weed part weed don't make you do all that shit but... you was just wanting some love that's all move on get your. Life right
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
So, what was so wildly weird about the sex? Why do you feel this badly about everything?
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
Word.
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
what is it with you and bricks?
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
weed? Are you fuckin kidding me? Weed doesn't make you do that! You act a little goofy and get the munchies! That's it! More than likely you thought it was weed or he laced it with other drugs. If not you're just a complete idiot!
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
move on.
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
move on.
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
You dumb bitch. Why can't you just admit you're a fucking stupid whore that is good for nothing other than being a cum dumpster. You fucking worthless slut. He should have beaten you to death with a brick or a rock.
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
You need to do the things that you have get the pleasure not the others.
Commented Oct 22, 2013 by anonymous
you fucked for weed? that's pathetic. and pot doesn't mess you up so bad you can't controll yourself. its nowhere near as bad as alcahol even. your just dumb