And half of these people stating that your immature & pathetic really don't see the big picture. They just love being mean because they can. Well at least y'all know how to open up something other than your legs which I'm sure are already open anyway. Fucking sluts have to bring down someone else to justify their own selfish pathetic actions.

You are right, for a brief moment in my life I was a liar, a deceiver, and a manipulator. Notice I said brief moment in time... My selfishness had warped my perspective into a twisted mess. My actions were not about sex or excitement, it was straight up selfishness. It was my selfish ways that set my life on a course of regret and sadness. Even threatening to take my family down with me! It is so much easier to walk away from the person you hurt the most. It is easier to say "I give up" and leave. But I didn't, I chose to face my husband and move forward from there. Every day is another day for me to show him that I am committed to saving our family. The only way for me to put this behind me is to not accept the notion of "once you mess up, your a failure for life." I made a choice...either continue being a liar and manipulator OR get right with my family and refuse to let myself be consumed by my own desires. I learned my lesson. I'll never forget it.

It's interesting you say that. The itch I felt was complete and total selfishness (along with childish stupidity). i didn't write this to justify what I did. Nope, never will I justify what I did. But did I learn from it and take every step to remind myself daily that my family did not deserve that, ABSOLUTELY. I got caught up chasing a fantasy, I admit I fooled myself into believing that what I was not acting like selfish garbage. I'm not over confident, just thankful that I was honest with myself and my family that I made a bad decision. The consequences of that decision will always weigh heavy on my life but I won't let them get in the way of earning the trust and blessing of those that I care for. I can't live the rest of my days condemning and isolating myself from ever rising above this. My actions were those of a coward and whore but those actions will not determine the person I have become and will be. I can't say enough times how wrong I was...I will always remember this nightmare I created, ALWAYS. My point of sharing this was to encourage other people to not make the same mistake I did. That there is hope, not to let themselves make one bad decision turn into a lifestyle. I messed up, but I won't let it happen again. The price is too high, my family is to precious for me to ever lose sight of what is important.

Your are so honest. You did a great job by telling the truth to your husband.

Lmao! I agree!!

You ARE a liar and a manipulator. You are also an adulterer, i dont care if you told him and said I am so sorry, your an asshole. you say you fucked around with a smooth talker? bullshit. you would have fucked around with anyone ok a cock, you waste everyones time going on and on about it. who are you trying to convince? us or yourself. your a little over confident to be believable to me. once a cheater always a cheater is bullshit you say? mhm, sure. given a little time you will get the itch again and i gaurantee you will find someone to scratch it. ppfffttt.

Oh good God. Could you preach a little more you friggin hypocrite? Youre full of shit.

you are def pathetic & an undercover slut. you don't love your husband so don't even repeat that word here.

omg you are so pathetic !!!!! you're a slut that craves different cock every day ! if YOu love your husband you would of never done that !!!!!! BUT WHAT YOU DONT KNOW IS THAT YOUR HUSBAND IS CHEATING ON YOU AND EATS MY PUSSY. EVERYTIME HE COMES HOME AND KISSES YOU, YOU ARE TASTING MY PUSSY.