My wife is sweet and kind and beautiful and smart and truly is the love of my life. We're perfect for each other. I have this issue however, and it's that I really want to have sex with her in her beautiful rear end. As a matter of fact, I fantasize about screwing all the girls I know in the ass. I'm not really worried about that because I'm not one to cheat and can control my urges, even though I'm pretty good looking and fit and definitely have ladies look my way frequently. I'm saying it just because I obviously have a strong fetish for a ladies bottom. I often fantasize about licking them, and biting them, and screwing them. I know how it started... When I was a young kid, not sure how old, but it was before I had sexual urges of any kind, there was this neighbor girl that was my same age. She was cute (I even thought so at that age, even though girls were still gross too) and we often played together. I remember one day we got into a grass fight, were picking grass and throwing it at each other laughing. I ended up sticking it down her pants. She got upset with me and decided that I had to clean it out. This was perfectly innocent... I knew I wasn't supposed to be near her private parts, but she was so mad and I agreed that I should help her clean up. So she laid on her stomach in our back yard (we were neighbers) and I pulled her pants down and started to clean her off. There was no urges or anything perverted about it. We were just little kids. However, her dad came and found us while we were doing that and, understandable was upset. He grabbed my arm and threw me off his daughter and went and told my parents and i got into trouble, even though at the time, I didn't really understand it. I personally believe this is why I want anal sex so bad. I'm not a psychologist, but I knew we shouldn't have been doing it, and we got caught and it was some kind of rush or something. I remember looking at her little bottom and feeling guilty. So yeah, I guess that's what I'm confessing. So yeah, I don't have any real problems, just this slight quandry that I need to figure out how to negotiate. Though I think it would feel great, I don't necessarily think it'd be good for my wife and I really don't want her to do anything she doesn't want to. Eventually I'll feel comfortable enough with her to be candid about it. I think she'd probably try it because she's great and loves me, but I'm a little embarassed and like I said, I don't want to hurt her even though it sounds like that's an inevitable part of the process if we were to try that.