
I know it's immoral, but should I do it?
Posted Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous | 723 views | 8 comments
My boyfriend is a long distance away from me, and I really want sex or even just getting a blowjob would make my day. I've never been fucked or gotten or given head before, so this would be a first :) I have a friend who I'm into right now. I know I have a boyfriend and it's wrong, but I don't wanna wait for his cock, that would take a year or 2.... Why wait when I could get my friends cock right now? I've been having fantasies about my guy friend too. I'm gay too, but he's straight--the only thing is, I don't know if he'd be open to doing anything sexual with me... he has a girlfriend as well so I'm gonna see if he's accepting of gays or would experiment with me. The other thing is, 1) I don't know how to go about asking him if he'd experiment with me, or if he's accepting of gays since I haven't come out to him yet; and 3) The guy I wanna experiment with (my friend who I wanna experiment with) is my best friend's [a girl] ex-boyfriend.... and I haven't ever told her this since it'd probably make her not talk to me again. Her ex is tall, handsome, gorgeous, and I've even seen him changing in our locker room. I'm in high school--I'm 16, my friend's 15--and in our locker room, I love to see the other cute and sexy boys change from their clothes to their tanned selves with hot muscles and their bulging cocks and EXTREMELY sexy plaid boxer shorts. (Don't ask me why but I have a weird fetish for boys who wear plaid boxer shorts or sleep naked at night, it's a huge turn on for me)
Commented Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous
just shove your cock in his ass and mouth and then let him do the same loser
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
belive that God has a helpmate (wife or husnbad) for *almost everyone. So although we may be attracted to or date various diff wo(men), it does not mean that the relationship was a failure .but rather simply not the wo(man) that God has set aside for us. That's why(I believe) it's important to pray for the spouse that God has for you now God's perfect timing for your paths to meet. In the meantime, we can spend this time wisely, seeking after the things of God. *Monks, Nuns
Commented Sep 28, 2012 by anonymous
Sex or whatever WONT, and believe me on this, make you feel less lonely. You know what does? Friendships. And if you love this boy, you should be able to wait. If not, you should question your love to him because cheating is not love. Sex, by the way, is a act of love. And it's magic. If you wait to see your bf instead, and you do really love him, you will experience that love. If not, if its not love, break up, there is no other alternative.
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
True but it's not as easy as it sounds. I love him with all my heart, but he's in Saint Louis. So I can't drive to see him until I'm 18 (2 years from now, AFTER I graduate high school I can get my driver's license; I'll be 17 when I graduate) and we talk on the phone once a week, and he got his phone taken since he was texting another dude and his parents saw it and thought he was sexting instead.. So we have no communication either since he uses his phone for Facebook. I do get lonely sometimes too without him. My own mom is dating a new guy for the 3rd time in her life (my dad died, he was abusive, and to grieve she dated ANOTHER abuser who almost killed me and he's got 15 years in jail for the things he's done/said to me) and when him and my mom are around each other, I feel happy for her, but I die inside. Since I'm the one all alone. It's really a sad feeling. Also, I've had thoughts of cheating before this, but never have actually done it. Plus my boyfriend now is my very first--since guya around my area are mostly straight, taken and not into me; and I almost dated one girl I knew but she hated my past so that didn't work out. And I've almost dated 7 people in my life, but my current bf is the one I love. The one problem is how long I have until we can see each other.... he's coming near me in February of next year... 5 months away. I know people who've constantly told me "Just keep holding on till you see him" but I also have bouts of depression and loneliness, and when those 2 creep inside me, it's a horrible feeling but I can't get rid of it normally, so I sleep, wake up and feel fine again. If I can't sleep, I stay up and write about it or discuss it with someone. I know people have said break up, but I'm indecisive when it comes to questions like mine.... I saved my boyfriend's life--when we met he wanted to kill himself and I saved him just by talking to him online one night--and we also have a lot in common, even things other people would say are stupid, boring or weird. So the connection is there, my patience is just running out with every passing day....
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
Author here. How rude.
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
You've never had a BJ? What kind of loser are you? You suck.
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
It is immoral & should not do it.
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
You should break up with you boyfriend, it doesnt seem fair to him!