I killed a being!
Posted May 10, 2012 by anonymous | 610 views | 3 comments
I can't believe I did this! I am nearly in tears. Tonight on my bathroom ceiling there was a big black spider. Normally, I go get a butterfly net and a sheet of cardboard, capture them and let them go outside. But I am going through a depressive episode, my life isn't working right now and I felt too exhausted to do the Right Thing. (I think of myself as a Buddhist, although apparently I am not one in practice.) I went and got the vacuum and sucked it up the hose for a long, long time and then stuff a tissue in the aperture so it can't crawl back out. Within 30 seconds, I scraped the top of my foot badly on the vacuum cleaner. Instant karma? Anyway, I feel really bad about doing this.
Commented Dec 9, 2012 by anonymous
haha. your fucking going too hell.
Commented May 10, 2012 by anonymous
your shitting me right it's a frigging bug wow how would you like what i had to do i had to kill a kitten it was choking on a bone so i crushed it with a rock didn't want it to suffer get real we all have to kill things in life it's nature and get a new religion
Commented May 10, 2012 by anonymous
You are feeling guilty from your side that is comprehensive . Just remember i what mistake you did in past don't repeat again in future.