I keep imagining being raped.
Posted Nov 11, 2012 by amy_truetoself@yahoo.com | 619 views | 6 comments
For years, I've had a fear of and fascination with rape. When I was 16, I realized that I had began to think of it as something that was going to happen to me someday. Now I've moved away from home and to a larger city. Some nights I find myself going for long walks late at night, thinking about what could happen the whole time. A while ago, I found the state sex offender registry on line. There are seven offenders within a mile of me. Now I'm imagining finding a reason to knock on one's door, ask to use the phone or something. I'd never actually do it, but I keep thinking about it.
Commented Jan 21, 2013 by anonymous
be careful. many rapists kill their victims or otherwise harm them. Do your research. make sure you find out precisely what the sex offender did. Other crimes are often listed. You should have no problem finding an offender willing to make your rape fantasies come true.
Commented Dec 6, 2012 by anonymous
Join an S&M club and act out your fantasy in a controlled environment with people that know what they're doing. You might be surprised.
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
Well put, sir, well put. I'll cetrialny make note of that.
Commented Nov 12, 2012 by anonymous
It is very bad imagination.
Commented Nov 11, 2012 by anonymous
Maybe you should imagine getting a life.
Commented Nov 11, 2012 by anonymous
Most women with that sort of issue were molested as children, groomed to be victims. Were you?