I'm 25, male and live in the Los Angeles area. I've never had sex. I'm overweight, but not disgustingly so. I mean, I know I'm attractive, just about 50 pounds or so heavy. What my problem is, I think, is that the girl I first loved, back in high school, lead me on for years. I didn't even kiss a girl until last year (she was gorgeous). Don't think of me as a coward or loser. That girl back in high school was my best friend and she later told me that he was leading me on, never intending to ever date me because she liked the attention. This kinda fucked up my relationship barometer. I'd like to be in love before I fuck someone. But living in LA, the people here are such a mess and the cost of living is so much, it's hard to find anyone worth taking on one late, let alone finding someone I'd want to consider in a serious relationship. At the same time, I really, really wanna fuck. No string attached, never meet again or exchange information. I just want to have one night of fun, open, sexuality with someone, younger, my age or older doesn't matter. Just so I can get the sex out of the way in a non-awkward way and move on with my life knowing that if I do find a girl I like IRL, I'll have some experience and I won't be freaking out about the sex, but instead freaking out about how much I like them, which is more important anyway. What can I say, I'm a romantic. I really want to eat pussy and watch women masturbate. To me there is nothing sexier than watching a woman cum. I'd love to have an older woman teach me a thing or two, but I have to confess, (might as well, right), I really wanna fuck a teenager. Nothing illegal, just 18 or 19 because I feel like I'll never get the opportunity to experience that crazy, sexy, lustful sex that my friends described back in high school, where you fuck all night with a bunch of youthful inexperience and need. I still have that, but women my age don't really act that way anymore. Anyway, tell me what you think or, hey, if you wanna take my virginity that'd be nice.