I just had an abortion - and not a single person I know is aware of it.
Posted Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous | 160 views | 7 comments
I am married, and have been with my husband for more than nine years. In the last year, I began an affair with a friend that he has never found out about. In fact, the extra sexual experience has made me hornier and better in bed, and my husband and I couldn't be closer. However, one of the times that I was with my lover, my birth control failed. I started getting the symptoms of pregnancy, so I took a test that was positive. Sure that the pregnancy was from the one night I was remembering, I thought I was about 5 weeks along. I made an appointment for a medical abortion (abortion pill). At 32, this was my first pregnancy, and I barely had any signs. When I got to the office and they did the ultrasound, it turns out I was actually 11 weeks pregnant - so something else must have failed either with my husband or lover. To make a long story short, this necessitated a surgical abortion instead. I had this performed on a Friday afternoon while my husband was at work, and immediately after I was fitted with an IUD to completely eliminate the chance of accidental pregnancy again. I told my husband about the IUD and that it would produce some cramping/bleeding for a few days, and that I couldn't have sex for a week (these were the post-abortion care instructions but also don't hurt after the IUD insertion). I am mixed between feeling relieved that I was able to keep the secret, shocked that I didn't know I was pregnant, and overjoyed that it led me to a worry-free birth control method. The abortion, IUD insertion etc., only cost me $20 in copay. I haven't told a single person - and the doctors at the clinic never asked me the pregnancy's back story, so I just needed to share. I looked up what the baby's due date would have been with the new 11 week estimate - and it would have been on my own birthday.
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
So you allowed your baby to be slaughtered and you sound proud of yourself...you are a despicable whore. I hope your husband finds out and kicked your sleazy cheating, murdering ass to the curb....slut.
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
How much do you charge for a suck and a fuck?
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
Hoo-rah.
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
Research about what happened, the growth development, the due date, (wich would have been on Halloween, 3 days after my finacé's birthday)... It was heartbreaking, but also a relief, my finacé still is unaware that it had even happened, always telling me storys about, what our first child might be like, discussing his methods to raising him/her... It hurts holding a secret like that.... But Im glad you can get it out there, and I can also share my experience and let you know that your not alone! I hope and assure you that everything will get better! Take care and carry on living your life. Best wishes, -Foxxpaw
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
Oh honey, Im not sure why, but that sounds like a bad omen to me, having it been due on your birthday.. Ohh sweetie Im so sorry for you! I had a similar experience myself, I didn't know I was pregnant (with my fiancé's child) but I felt wonderful, I was always laughing, I had great energy, always motivated, I felt absolutely amazing, problem was Im only 20 years old, and still working for less than $20 an hour! Plus my father is my best friend and an absolute Super-dad, but also old fashioned, and I still do need help from time to time (I was raised upper middle class, in my fathers eyes a man and woman should be able to comfortably be able to support ourselves and then some, wich at 20 years old is somewhat of a history lesson these days)...now back to what happened, anyways a few weeks pass and I start to notice that it had begun that time when 'I think Ill get my period soon' then to 'Hm, nothing yet' and then finally to 'Oh no'... So I ignored the feeling, telling myself 'Im just being paranoid, this happens sometimes, Ill be just fine'... 2 weeks later, the cramping started, I knew that it was my period, I just didn'tknow why so late!.. Well, after the WORST cramps of my life and an emotionally charged me (crying at every sappy commercial and moment in history) it was all over, I had my period with horrible cramps, and passing HUGE clots... I finally clued in to what had happened, I misscarried. And after I found out I did all of the hours of.heartbreaking
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by anonymous
You're a piece of shit. A downright awful person. If your husband found out the truth, I'm sure your marriage would be nowhere near as "great". That only makes sense to a sociopath. "my marriage is so much better because I lie to my spouse and sleep around." Ffs read what you said and be honest with yourself. Then you kill an innocent child on top of it, all so you can continue to be a slut. What a wonderful person who kills a baby so they can keep being a whore with no repercussions.
Commented Dec 8, 2014 by bobber
Do you still have sex outside of marriage????