i just cant.
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 128 views | 0 comments
i hate him. i hate him for being himself. and i hate him for being mean to me. and i hate him for never believeing that i can ever be happy. and i hate him for being a stuck up jerk. and i hate him because he makes fun of people who read slow or cant pronounce a word right. and i hate him for the way he tells me that he likes me better when i'm sad. and i hate him for hating every other guy in my life. and i hate him for breathing. and i hate him for having no spine. and i hate him for being such a starving artist. and i hate him...because i saw him today. and i hate him for telling me to keep in contact with him, when i know i cant. and i hate him for trying to get me to share intimate thoughts with him when i dont to. when i dont want to ever have to tell him anything at all. and i hate him for thinking that he was ever my friend. and i hate him for thinking he's smarter then me. and i hate him for treating the other guy like shit. and i hate him for trying to tear me down. and i hate him for trying to hurt me to make me feel shitty to make himself feel better. and i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i know that i say i hate alot of people...but i really dont. cause i'm really not that much of a bitch, it's called a defense mechanism. but i really mean it. with him.i really mean it. i truly wish i had never met him, i truly wish that he would go away. i wish i could hurt him. but as always, just like he said, i cant hurt him. i should have known.
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