I met this girl almost fourteen years ago, in third grade and we've been friends ever since. I know everything about her. I can tell anyone her shoe size, bra size, the location of her fucking G-spot based on how she walks... A couple years ago I saw her at prom (we were both single, and I'd just broken up with my long-time girlfriend) and we danced together the entire night. It was right when the night ended that I realized I was genuinely in love with her, and I've wanted to be with her ever since. Problem is, once I came clean about my feelings she rejected me, and told me to keep a secret for her that nobody knew. My family raised me to be chivalrous, so I said okay, and she told me she was dating an underage girl (They're both Catholic by the way) and that's why she wouldn't give me a fair shot. She admitted that that was literally the only reason. After that day I've started to have really, really perverse, sick thoughts about her. I've considered tying her down and raping her, turning her into my slave (I found a chain and leather leash in her closet once helping her pack for a trip) But the most prevalent idea I've got is to show her mother and father the texts between us in which she admits to being in said lesbian relationship. Now, let it be known that I have no problem at all with homosexuality, or bisexuality. I just have a problem with HER being bisexual, and choosing a girl she'd met barely six months before hand, that by the way she never sees, over me, when I've been there for her for years, and I live only a street away. Her parents are super catholic, so if they find out about her, she'll be up shit creek, and she'll turn to me, now that a few of her friends also know about her situation, because she won't know it was me that ratted her. Am I wrong for wanting to be with this girl that badly? Is it not natural to become attracted to someone you've known nearly all your life in that way? And am I wrong for considering any of the options I've mentioned?