I hate and love him
Posted Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous | 783 views | 6 comments
I was sexual abused by my step father. it started when I was 9 and ended when he went to prison four years later. I hate him for the things he did to me . but at the same time I can't achieve sexual satisfaction unless I fantasizes about him and the things he did. im so ashamed of having a sexual attraction to him. he was an awful man who ruined my child hood. any thoughts on why I "get off ". on the fantasy/ memory of him
Commented Jul 31, 2014 by anonymous
Sounds similar to Stockholm syndrome
Commented Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous
maybe since he was the first one to think of you in that way you started to like it a little
Commented Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous
nope, not 1. Wanna roleplay?
Commented Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous
More natural than you'd think. It's not actually that you're attracted to him, it's that your molestation was your earliest sexual experience, and being traumatic as it was, your body more than likely came to associate him (and I'd bet older men in general) with sex. It's actually how a lot of unusual fetishes start. I'd suggest seeking a sex therapist. I guarantee you that they'd have encountered something like what you're experiencing before. Good luck!
Commented Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous
that is super interesting.
Commented Jul 30, 2014 by anonymous
Yeah you wanted his cock in your little pussy, bitch.