I finally got a dad
Posted Sep 19, 2014 by anonymous | 442 views | 1 comments
Hey, I am a 15 year old boy who never knew my Dad. My Mom was always trying to help me meet a mentor. At age 11 years I joined a Little League Baseball Team and formed an instant bond with my coach. He was single and to make a long story short He and my Mom hit it off and began dating. They married when I was 13. So now I had a Dad in my life. Here is the problem, I have fallen in love with him. He treats me just like i was his biological son. He takes me on outings, teaches me things, supports me and loves me. I don't think anyone could have a better dad than I do. He is finalizing his adoption of me and I will have his name as my last name within a month. The closer we get the more I have all these longings for him. I wanna "be with" him, but I know it's not going to happen. He and my Mom are super in love with each other. I look at him and find him so attractive. I want him to kiss me on the lips. Sometimes I fantasize he will come to my room and make love to me, but again I know it simply is not going to happen. It makes me sad and a bit depressed. Growing up all I wanted was a dad. I finally have one and all these thoughts are ruining it for me.
Commented Sep 24, 2014 by anonymous
I think you are confused about your feelings. You always wanted a Dad and now that you have one you are not sure how to be a son. I think it is a common thing for a boy without a Dad to develop a crush on an adult man who comes in to his life. I would not let it bother you. Give yourself time to become his son and I think your feelings will sort themselves out!