I feel unwanted.
Posted May 27, 2012 by anonymous | 576 views | 3 comments
I had really rough teenage years with my parents. I thought that moving out of the house would solve all my problems and everything between us would be better. So I moved across the country in with a relative. My mother and I used to have a really good relationship but I have no idea where it went. I just get the feeling that she doesn't love me as much anymore and that I am more of a burden to her life... I don't have many people to talk to in my life anymore. When I do have people to talk to I feel like such a burden that I would rather just go home and lay in bed. I find myself feeling so self conscious of the people that I let into my life to. I often have thoughts of when I was younger, (like 8ish) when everything was just so right. I feel so alone, and unwanted. It is the worst feeling that I have ever felt in my life. I bought a journal the other day so that I could right down how I'm feeling day to day. I figure that it can't be good keeping feelings like this bottled up. But I forgot it at work and I have to get my feelings out... now.
Commented May 29, 2012 by turbo
the journal is a VERY good idea. and try to work on building a life where you are now.
Commented May 28, 2012 by anonymous
I will suggest you to make new friends and share your thoughts and views. Try to make busy on your study or job. It will help you to keep out from your family problems.
Commented May 27, 2012 by anonymous
Get a good education; you'll make friends inn the process. Try it; it will work. And you'll have job skills.