I meditated, stopped talking to the people who made me feel bad, and tried to change my all-around attitude to life, also my situation changed (at home and school) for the better it took awhile but even a small change in life can really help make a big difference

think about it, suicide is a permanent solution to a short term problem, once you hit rock bottom, all you can do is go up, and a little girl said to me once "a little fishy told me to just keep swimming " it will get better, I promise, search on YouTube Hannah Novak, she went through this phase but she now helps people like you who have had the same problem

how did you pass it?

I am 12 and have been feeling the same, the other day I was so close to cutting, but I stopped myself, just think about someone in your family who loves and looks up to you, like a brother or sister. they might be annoying but they are the only thing that has stopped me

A year or two back I felt EXACTLY the same way you did, like literally you took the words from my mouth. I know exactly what you're going through. (Even down to the part where I though the only person to understand was a pet) I thought my life would go on like that forever But trust me when I say more people love you than you think, and they would miss you. I know that everybody says it, but it does get better, that's the reason why everyone says it because it truly does. Please don't do it, if you ever get the urge to remember how strong you are. Remember that there is truly hope, and most importantly remember that if you are ever feeling alone that I support you, friend.

Suicide Crisis Center 1-800-SUICIDE - National Hope Network Toll-Free, 24/7 hotline for emergency suicide information 1-800-999-9999 - Covenant House 1-800-850-8078 - The Travor HelpLine - Specializing in gay and lesbian youth suicide prevention

Hey don't do anything you can't walk away from sure your life probably sucks right now, butit will get better if you hold on. For me when i switched school i went from being a popular kid to becoming the fat small nerd who was bullied by everyone and barely had any friends when i switched school again i was in 7th grade still fat and short and very defensive but somehow people slowly started to accept me and in the 9th grade i was tall skinny and popular in the class. That is still on in highschool or whatever you call it when you finish the 9th grade im now pretty popular and alot of people know who i am in a good way. Im still me but like you i had a really hard time finding friends but that was mostly due to my shyness then i managed to easen it up so now im great and yeah i tried killing myself i walked out in traffic and realised that way of dying is just sad and pathetic don't do it just hold on adapt to your surroundings and don't forget yourself. ///The Swedish student Bläm!