i fantasize about sub-standard living and love it very, very much...
Posted Oct 20, 2012 by kedemidinyella | 611 views | 6 comments
Ever since 2003, i do, very often, have fantasies, in which i find myself residing in a dirty, uninhabitable basement, at a truly bad neighbourhood filled with crime. In these fantasies, i have no privacy (anyone can peek through the high windows - which are just at ground-level - and see me anywhere in my "home" - including in the shower, or at the toilette - because there are no inner walls or doors), and my entrance door has no lock, not even a handle, so anyone - especially young, horny, vicious and sadistic Rapists - can step inside and have Their way with me... In these fantasies, i'm always 100% submissive, and i'm always nude while at home. In these fantasies, i have no rights and no free will, except the will to give myself in and to surrender myself, body and soul, to anyone bold enough to grab them. And anytime i go through such neighbourhoods, i look at the ugly, derelict old buildings, looking for signs, that they might be having a basement - and craving for it...
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
Please keep trhownig these posts up they help tons.
Commented Oct 22, 2012 by anonymous
Go to slummy area to fulfill your desire.
Commented Oct 20, 2012 by anonymous
i had a relationship with someone who lived in a trailer. i'm from a rich family and they dissaproved so i lived there. it was great to defy them & live like that but as long as i wasn't left alone i still felt safe
Commented Oct 20, 2012 by anonymous
Well kedemidinyella, being from the UK you probably don't have to worry so much as if you were in the States.
Commented Oct 20, 2012 by MisterAj
Sounds like my last apartment, then again the house i live in now has a basement with a window u can see into from the street, and a crappy built room with a door that doesnt lock or close u can just push it open.
Commented Oct 20, 2012 by anonymous
what makes u crave this so much? cuz babe I am a carpenter I can make this happen (;