I don't love you anymore
Posted Apr 10, 2012 by anonymous | 528 views | 2 comments
You killed the love I had for you. With every little tantrum you threw and hurt me with name calling and words. Why? Because you are insecure. I'm not like you, you've known me for 10 years and why do you think I would suddenly change and be a different woman for you? Calling me selfish because I think a sexual position is painful and calling me a bitch because I feel insecure and want to wear pajamas to bed is not how you convince me you love me. It happens like clockwork. You lash out when you don't get your way and then compare me to your exes. Accuse ME of cheating on you because I don't want to have sex anymore. YOu need to learn the appropriate times to have a conversation. Not at 2am when I'm trying to sleep. You cry to make me feel guilty and manipulate me. You're a man, act like one. Stop crying about how I won't have sex with you because you're killed my attraction to you. If I weren't stuck on an island in the Pacific over 3,000 miles from my family I would have left you by now. But no, I grin and bear with it until I can leave you. I don't tear you down. I tell you I love you, I clean and cook. I take out the trash, I do the shopping and try to be your friend. You killed my love for you and I wish you would choke on dinner. I'm a human being and all the mean words hurt to the point where I retreat into myself and now I can't find the woman who loved you.
Commented Apr 10, 2012 by anonymous
Don't waste your life on this man like I'm doing with mine. I know it's easier said than done but please have the courage to leave him if you feel this way, I'm a coward and can't but it's for legitamite reasons. Be strong and get out while you can.
Commented Apr 10, 2012 by anonymous
Have you told her that you don't love her anymore.