I don't like being alone
Posted Nov 13, 2012 by anonymous | 289 views | 1 comments
Even though I have a lot of people around me that care, when I start to lose my caring about them, I just feel alone. The ones around me think that I need to be left alone to feel better, but all I want is for them to pay attention. I'm proud of myself that I haven't told them, because most people would just think I'm an attention whore. But that's why I wanted to do something like this. I don't want anyone to know that knows me, but I want to say it. I want it write it down. I think it's the girl talking on Skype right now. She doesn't seem to care about others and in all honestly just wants to be babied. I think I secretly resent that she can do the things she wants because she's willing to take advantage of everyone else. I wish I could be as open as I am to my friends with everyone, but I fear that I'll be tormented for how I feel about the world. I don't lie when someone asks, but I don't need a lecture about how my feelings are wrong. I've become Thugboy... I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, until someone made me feel again, but... I'm scared that it won't work out. And if it doesn't, will I have the will to live?
Commented Nov 16, 2012 by anonymous
Talk with the people, make new friends to remove your loneliness.