Sorry, I have posted this on here once before, but I need advice....*this is sort of explicit. Please don’t read if you will be offended* Last night,one of my gay friends stayed the night with me. I always shared a room with him and never thought anything of it because he liked men. We were watching house of 100 corpses when I noticed that the blanket he was under was moving a little in a sporadic motion. I tried to ignore it and convince myself that it wasn’t what I thought it was. About 10 minutes later I heard him release a small gasp of air. I paused the movie and asked him just what the fuck he was doing. He tried to deny it and say that he was scratching his leg. I knew he was lying. It was obvious that he was masturbating… I once again tried to brush it off but low and behold about 20 minutes later he was right back at it. I paused the movie again and jerked his blanket off of him. I caught him with his hand down the from of his pants and he very clearly had a wet spot on his shorts from pre-ejaculation. I immediately regretted ever trying to catch him…Seeing him like that and being able to see the outline of his penis with pre at the end INSTANTLY made me wet. I couldn’t help staring… he must have caught onto that because he started stroking his penis again under his shorts while I was looking. I felt myself wanting him more and more. He pulled his penis out and stuck his hand down my underwear ( again…. thought he was strictly gay and had nothing to worry about… I always slept in a t-shirt and panties around him). Next thing I knew he was pounding me from behind and rubbing my clit. I have NEVER had better sex!!!! Within MINUTES I climaxed and I’m embarrassed to say that I squirted. I have never done that before… He came inside of me and as he pulled out I felt his cum running down the back of my legs. He didn’t say a word after that. He just got dressed and left. I texted him and asked if we were ok, and all he said back was don’t wear stuff like that around me again. I’m afraid that our friendship is over…. and I’m also afraid he won’t want to do it again…. I want him again so bad….. I’m horrible…..