I Don't know if I can keep doing it
Posted Jul 15, 2013 by anonymous | 347 views | 2 comments
Every time i have sexual intercourse, I have vivid nightmares of the rape that happened 6 years ago. I still haven't told my parents or my current boyfriend that it happened but it isn't as easy to hide as I had hoped it would be. I've struggled ever since that day to not drink myself into oblivion or overdose in an attempt to silence the war that rages in my head every day. I'm only 20. I don't know how much longer I can do this alone. I don't know how much longer I can do this at all...
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
Maybe you should find one of those rape groups or a therapist that can help you
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
You can dear. Don't spoil you future for what happened in past. Enjoy life everyday.