I don't know how long I can keep this up
Posted Oct 19, 2013 by anonymous | 413 views | 5 comments
I made a major cross-country move almost a year ago with my boyfriend. I struggle with depression and lately I've found myself hiding in a closet so I don't have to see my boyfriend. I know it's weird. I know it's unhealthy. But I feel like it's the only way I can keep... I don't want to kill myself. I really don't. I'm doing everything I can to keep my will to live alive until it's no longer an hourly task. I don't feel like my boyfriend does much to help and support my sadness, which wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't raised to believe your romantic partner is supposed to be your best friend. There is no one else who cares for me so he is my best friend. But that thought makes me want to kill myself.
Commented Oct 20, 2013 by anonymous
Call the womens shelter in your area and seek help before it gets worse. They can help and recomend you to a professional.
Commented Oct 19, 2013 by anonymous
does he know about your depression?
Commented Oct 19, 2013 by anonymous
Get a gun and kill him. It will make you feel better to bust a cap in his ass.
Commented Oct 19, 2013 by anonymous
Get a new boyfriend and move back. If he won't support you he don't deserve you. Find a new guy or girl that can help you feel better, also that can be your best friend while being your partner. Go for it!
Commented Oct 19, 2013 by anonymous
Kick his ass to the curb and go back where you came from.