I don't know..
Posted Jun 14, 2012 by anonymous | 462 views | 3 comments
I need to tell somebody even if I don't know them. Only one person in the world knows and I feel like I'm losing her. Im not doing this for attention, I just need to tell somebody. I hate life to the point where I don't want to live it. I've had suicidal thoughts for years and I finally tried to do it about a week ago but my girlfriend caught me. She said that shes worried about me and that she loves me but I'm afraid that's not the case anymore. She barely talks to me, always seems like it's a burden to talk to me and we barely see each other anymore. I don't think she loves me and anymore and considering the fact that she's been the only thing keeping me alive, I'm ready to so it again but this time not get caught.
Commented Jun 18, 2012 by anonymous
Make sure you do it right. It's up the street not across the road if you're going to slit your wrists. Take alot of aspirin for a couple of weeks before you do it so your blood is thinner and you bleed out faster. If you have the guts, aim for teh big artery in the thigh with a very sharp knife. You'll bleed out in about six minutes. Don't use carbon monoxide (gassing yourself with the car). It's too slow and painful. Hanging is not a good option either unless you know for dead certain (no pun intended) that the knot will snap your neck and not just strangle you. Drowning is very painful. Overdosing on a pure dose of illegals is a sure way of dying too. Painful, but you'll die. Overdosing on prescriptions isn't certain enough because you need to take very very large doses to make sure of it and even then you can get your stomach pumped. Please don't use another person to do it. By that I mean don't get yourself hit by a car or truck or train. It's very unfair and cowardly.
Commented Jun 16, 2012 by anonymous
Honey, ending your life is not the answer. You have so much planned for you- don't miss it because of the way you feel right now. It will change. Please don't do it.
Commented Jun 14, 2012 by anonymous
Talk with your loved one that understands you better or consult with psychologist about this to solve your problem.