I lived with a good friend of mine and his girlfriend/fiancee/wife for a few years. A few months after they got married, they moved out and got their own place. I got to know her very well since we met and we always joke about being secretly in love. Once, while at a park, without him, we even held hands as we walked. Lately I have been invited over alot and she is always in boyshorts. No panties. Ever. Obviously, that turns me on. There are times when I swing by after work and take a shower at their place, and he is always at work. I assume she has fantasized about that situation (I am more attractive than him) so I sort of started assuming she has a small thing for me. Well, I spent the last two nights with them, and again tonight. Yesterday, it was just the 2 of us alone all day while he was at work... When I woke up, I walked out into the livingroom to find her sprawled on her Lay-Z-Boy with a back massager south of the border. She acknowledged my entrance before I could comprehend the situation and slink back to the guest-bedroom. I said sorry, and walked away blushing and flustered. I sat on the bed for a what seemed like an eternity, just sitting, trying slow my heart back down. I was about to get up and make the bed(!?) When the door opens. She rushes to me and pushes me onto the bed. I'm no virgin. But I am seriously nervous now, I was just so unprepared for it. She ignores my lips and immediately goes for the pork. She was past the belt and zipper, revealing my pubes, and I stopped her. I told her to hold on. I sat up and she sat back on the floor. I guess she caught my drift and cooled down sortof embarrassed. She said "sorry!" And stood up. "wait-- Lets talk" but she walked quickly out of the room. "not right now" she said. I'm worried she'll tell him or already did, but it was awkward all day and I just want to go home. Part of me geeks like a jerk for shopping her, but Still I'm glad I did because he's my mate and it's just not right. I'm sure I'll catch alot of crap from you guys about how gay I am... (grow up. At least women are attracted to me, kid) but it feels good to do the right thing. Try it. Also, sorry this didn't end as exciting as it could, but I aim to confess truth, not smut... Finish it how you want later... Like I did... And will do for many nights to come. Wish me luck when (if) we end up talking about it!