I CONFESS THAT I AM A SINNER
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 79 views | 0 comments
I Confess that I have had thoughts of taking a chainsaw to my sister's body. I Confess that I have had thoughts of microwaving my Mom's Cockatiel, Pippen. I confess that I had a menage-et-trois with a loose woman and another man (although I did not have sex with the man). I confess that at one point in my life, I hated God. I confess that every evil, unimaginable thought has been thought in my mind. I wanted to rape and pillage and destroy everything in my path. I was in HELL. I CONFESS THAT I HAVE BEEN TO HELL, EXPERIENCED HELL, AND WAS IN AN UTTER STATE OF HOPELESSNESS AND LOSTNESS. BUT I CONFESS THAT JESUS CHRIST SAVED ME FROM MY SINS BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I REVELLED IN THOUGHTS OF A SICK AND TWISTED NATURE, I KNEW DEEP DOWN THAT I TRULY LOVED GOD, AND I HATED THE FACT THAT I HATED GOD. I HATED THE FACT THAT I WAS MORE EVIL IN THOUGHT THAN HITLER. I HATED THE FACT THAT MY THOUGHTS TURNED AGAINST ME IN EVERY CONCEIVABLE WAY. I WAS A SLAVE OF SATAN. BUT NOW I AM ALIVE IN CHRIST, AND THE FRESH AIR I BREATHE TODAY IS INFINITELY BETTER THAN THE STENCH OF MYSELF IN MY OWN NOSTRILS FROM YESTERDAY. MY SIN STUNK TO HIGH HEAVENS, BUT NOW EVERY BREATHE I BREATHE IN THE SPIRIT AND LOVE OF GOD. I HATED SATAN INSIDE OF MYSELF INFINITELY, AND WITH PERFECT HATRED, AND THAT IS THE ONLY WAY I WAS ABLE TO ESCAPE THE SEARING FLAMES OF HELL. MY NAME IS CHRISTOPHER, AND NOW THAT I HAVE DEFEATED SATAN WITHIN ME, ALL THINGS WILL BE POSSIBLE FOR ME TO ACHEIVE THROUGH THE OMNIPOTENT POWER OF GOD. AMEN AND AMEN, BLESSINGS BE TO ALL WHO LOVE GOD AND REVEL IN TRUTH.
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