I have been with my fiance for 5 years. I love him more than anything, and we are perfect for each other in every way except one, our sex life is terrible. This is due to the fact that he cannot last longer than 20 seconds, and I take 30 minutes to finish, and I have to do that myself. In the 5 years we've been together I have not had an orgasm while being intimate with him. I have suggested repeatedly that he see a doctor to see if it is medical, but he adamantly refuses. Today, I slept with someone else. The release was amazing. I feel less stressed, and I feel like I can concentrate. I do not regret it one bit. I have a very high sex drive and went 5 years without this release. I am grateful that I did it. I snuck away while my fiance was at work to see a guy that I had been fuck buddies with years ago. We reconnected on facebook and I told him before we even did anything that he could tell no one, and that it was just so that I could get off. He is 100% on board. I went to his house, he lives alone in the middle of nowhere, parked my car in his garage so that no one would see it if they drove by, and went into the house. At first I was nervous. I was nervous because I wasn't 100% sure if I wanted to do it, for fear of the secret getting out. But I was also nervous because I hadn't had any decent sex in awhile, and I knew it would be amazing, because I'd had sex with him before. I sat on the couch, and neither of us said a word. I nodded, and he came up to me and started undressing me. My heart raced as I was still unsure. I calmed down as soon as he slid his fingers inside of me. It was obvious that I needed this. Obvious that my body agreed with my decision, because right then and there I was calmed down. Then he grabbed my legs, told me to jump, and pulled me up to wrap my legs around him and carried me into the bedroom where he pulled off his pants, put on a condom, and started ramming me so hard that I'm sure that they heard the slapping a mile away. About 10 minutes in I started getting hit with an amazing orgasm. I lost all control of my voice, muscles, everything. I screamed so loud that my voice is raspy now. He realized that and slowed down to give my muscles a break. He got up on the bed and pulled me on top of him and I started going to town, ended up breaking a piece off of his headboard (oops). I came again within10 minutes of the first one. Then he stood up while still inside of me, put me against the wall and drilled me there until I came again. After about 3 hours of constant fucking, he finally came. We ended up in the kitchen, on the washer and dryer, everywhere in his house. It was amazing. I lost count on how many times that I came. Probably around 10 or more. I don't know if I will do it again, but it was exactly what I needed. I came home, took a bath then a shower, washed every nook and cranny. When my fiance came home I sat down next to him and snuggled for the first time in ages. He asked me why I was so lovey all of a sudden, and I told him that I had a good dream and masturbated because of it. He knows that usually I am less stressed after a good vibrator use. We ended up in the bedroom tonight, and 10 minutes after going in there, here I am on the computer. I'm still fulfilled from my experience earlier today, and hopefully will be for awhile.