
I can't wait to commit suicide.
Posted Sep 14, 2012 by anonymous | 591 views | 10 comments
I'm 15, and I've self harmed since I just turned 11. Life has been getting so fucking awful over the years, and now I'm in Year 11, school has just fucked everything up. Too much work, too many exams, I can't fucking stand it anymore. I literally have no friends out of school, and the only ones I do have in school, I don't fit in with at all. I have no one to talk to and I can't stand being alone, yet I am. I'm planning to kill myself before the exam re-sits, and this time I'll actually go through with it. I won't fucking give up, I'll make sure I'll die and I'll stick to it. I don't want to be here anymore.
Commented Feb 4, 2013 by anonymous
Dont do it.
Commented Jan 21, 2013 by anonymous
Interesting post. Personally I enjoy masturbating to videos of teenage girls committing suicide. Perhaps you would consider making and posting a video of yourself doing it. Live would be perfered. IF you are going to do it go out with a bang and have a big audience watch. It will be better for affect that way too. personally my favorite suicide is a girl hanging herself by putting a noose around the neck and gently stepping off a chair so instead of breaking the neck the girl strangles slowly to death. Lots of kicking makes it more exciting to watch. A more spectacular and less painful death is doing a swan dive off a tall building. Make sure it is a really tall building though as somewhat shorter buildings won't produce enough force to kill you instantly. You could suffer in a lot of agony for several seconds or even minutes. If you want a more instant death make sure you go up at least 20 floors and dive off head first. try to keep yourself aimed so that your head will hit the pavement first as that will likely result in instant death by smashing your brains out while breaking your neck. Besides it's more fun seeing that sidewalk rush up to your face just before the lights to out. Don't bother with guns unless you want to risk surviving and being a vegetable. You'd be surprised how many people fail at suicide by a shot to the head. Pills can work but do your research as not all pills will kill you and many that will will make you feel very sick for minutes or hours before you finally die. If you can find somebody willing to strangle you. I hear that is a very sexy way to die. Of course you could always bleed out in a tub of hot water. Make sure you slit along the veins to open them up good. Hope you like the sight of blood. Of course if you are a sexy girl you might consider suicide by aids. It is a very painful way to go and takes a long time to go but damn you will be doing a service to all those aids infested guys that don't get to fuck any more.
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
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Commented Sep 17, 2012 by anonymous
I felt this way last year. i had it all planned out. i was going to hang myself in the woods so my dad would be less disgusted- he says suicides are cowardly and selfish, and if you do it don't make your family clean up after. but i didn't do it. i met a man and fell in love with him and it saved my life. life sucks. it really does. but don't let life win. kick it's ass. make it your bitch, and be happy no matter what tries to keep you from happiness. i swear, i've been you. and it gets better.
Commented Sep 17, 2012 by anonymous
please please don't i am begging you. i do not know you but please don't. i cannot stand the fact someone is going to do this. please dont.
Commented Sep 16, 2012 by anonymous
Don't give up.... I will pray for you.
Commented Sep 15, 2012 by anonymous
Your worth life, worth living, and worth making it through another day. Everyone feels like life is a drag but the most important thing to know is no one is alone.
Commented Sep 14, 2012 by anonymous
Do do not do it, life is precious and just because you are feeling this way does not mean your whole life will be like that, things will improve trust me, high school is just a start you have your whole life ahead of you
Commented Sep 14, 2012 by anonymous
I feel the same way...life is very hard...it is intended to strengthen us...its hard to make sense out of it I know but, I believe that killing ourselves may end us up in a place far worse than here...Try and trust that God has a plan for you...there will always be struggles, but there are always good times too. I'm sorry you are feeling so weak...but I believe someday you'll understand why you had to go thru these things...hang in there...I will too : )