I can't help it
Posted Jul 6, 2011 by anonymous | 578 views | 3 comments
Im 16 years old and it's literally tearing me apart. I look at what I have and i'm so lucky, I have a bed clothes and food in my stomache. But honestly my depression doesn't see that... I realized I picked such wrong people to be around. I honestly feel like there is nothing left, i don't wanna go back to the past anymore. but I can't try anymore. I've considered killing myself numerous of time since the age of 9. But now do I think about it more then ever. I never could because that would leave to many people heart broken, I don't know what to do. I feel selfish, ugly and worthless, and embarassed.
Commented Aug 12, 2011 by anonymous
Please please please talk to someone, an adult you trust, a counselor, a doctor, someone. You don't have to always feel this way and you can have a happy life ahead of you.
Commented Jul 7, 2011 by anonymous
Thanks.. And I personally don't believe in any relgion as I classify myself as agnostic, but I would like to find some faith but only once I truly believe in it, but thank you for the advice and you're right! I should but sometimes like now i'm in a great mood, but it doesn't compare to bad moods...
Commented Jul 6, 2011 by anonymous
Don't feel embaressed. What you should do is pray to God, and ask him to let you see that you are beautiful, not selfish, not worthless. And try talking to a doctor about depression :)