I admitted that I loved her but...
Posted May 28, 2012 by anonymous | 444 views | 1 comments
I'm in love with this girl and for a while I had been struggling to tell her my feelings for her. I have known her for 6 years. I dated her after I got out of the service, and we hit it off great but I was hesitant to tell her my true feelings because she had just called off a wedding with her ex-fiance. I felt like I would have been putting too much pressure on her. She also was giving me hints that she was still trying to recover after her recent break up. So we held off on the dating. Then after a few months she started dating someone. I wasn't mad or upset at all, but a little heart broken. I sat by and watched her date this guy. Then I couldn't sleep at night. She started hanging out with me again after a few months and when I saw her again I realized I missed her, a lot. I also realized that I was in love with her, with out a doubt in my mind. I decided to tell her my feelings for her because I would've regretted never telling if if I didn't, but she had a boyfriend at the time. I told her any way, oh God was I scared when I did, I was shaking. I hadn't been that nervous since I was being shot at when I was in Afghanistan. After wards she said she couldn't because she was with him, I told her I wasn't looking for a yes or a no, I was just there to tell her my feelings and that I would always be there for her for anything. I feel like I will never stop loving her which I told her as well. I don't know what to do after that. I just feel pain in my heart when I see her face. I haven't talked to her since.
Commented May 28, 2012 by anonymous
Life is nothing but the sea, as sea is fullfill with water drops also Life is full of love. This is the fact. You loss your chance to propose her at right time but don't look back. You will get lots of girls in your life , and that time you have to choose who is perfect for you! So don't be upset enjoy life.