Hopeless
Posted Feb 21, 2014 by anonymous | 188 views | 2 comments
im a senior with a child who's currently living with my boyfriends family. since the birth of my baby my life changed dramatically. All my friends left or avoid hanging out with me. My boyfriend always works and has cheated on me with my friends. my mom won't take me back since her boyfriend doesn't like me. my relatives criticize me. only thing that keeps me going is my baby and college(which has been payed for 75% by student aid) in a few months. but I've been becoming depressed once more. im having trouble accepting who i am and its killing me. my boyfriend always fights with me and is controlling, and he's probably cheating still. i have no job nor do i know how to drive so im always in my room alone with my baby. i love my daughter so much she brings me joy but im going insane and i feel like im just so trapped..... i have no one to talk to which brings me here.
Commented Feb 22, 2014 by anonymous
You need to learn new skill that might lead you to a job that would support your baby also & make you out of the depression.
Commented Feb 21, 2014 by anonymous
well things will get better. its going to take time and a lot of work but it will eventually get where you want it to. even if that means you have to leave your current boyfriend. and as for having someone to talk to I'm always around. just need some way of contacting you.