My heart sinks down every time I see his status updates. I always though he will be a gentleman (ha) and set his profile to friends. But no, he left all in the open and every time I see him interacting with them I can't breathe. I take that way to personally thinking every letter, every key he pushes on the keyboard for them it should be for me. I know he has life that doesn't involve me, I know he has love/sex/passion/laughs and fun that doesn't involve me in any way, and I don't mind that. He should be happy. Right this moment he might have sex with somebody or be in love, or laugh out loud about something or working hard or driving car and listening great music or sleeping besides somebody and I'm OK with that, but I can't stand him interacting with his FB "friends" in any way because those people -every single one of them- are his coworkers from pass jobs, those are not his real friends, none of them. I know how he despise them, he told me that many times, I know that he doesn't care about them at all, I know that he set up FB account just to connect with LinkedIn and networking and searching for an additional job. And yet again he spends some time typing stupid responses to their comments, liking their stupid photos with random quotes and supposedly funny content and stuff ... And every moment he spends interacting with them hurts me like a wound, like an insult because he should ask me how am I. It's not that he's interacting with real friends, those are not his friends, he didn't even added his brother as a friend or family member, or anybody else who's really care about. Everyone on his friend list are his coworkers, most of them have their own family and seemingly happy lives and I'm sure don't care about his likes or comments at all. And yet they get that and I don' t even get to be asked by him how anI. I don't mind him interacting with people he really cares, I really don't, but when I see him interacting with his Facebook "friends" my heart sinks, I feel like I' m drowning and I can't breathe.