him sex and feelings
Posted Sep 3, 2014 by anonymous | 300 views | 0 comments
it hurts so much lying to him...I wanna completely love him but when we have sex...sometimes my mind goes back to when I was raped and it just feels like im getting raped all over again...he knows I was raped but I rather not tell him my mind goes back to that because mainly when we do it is because I initate it so it would just hurt jim and we rarely have sex now if I told him he would tell me no we arent having sex...hes very protective of me and I love that and I love that he cares how things make me feel but with being a sex addict it would be nearly impossible to not ever have sex....
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