I knew you were my friend for 7 years, but i could've never imagined this. I had been boucing around between men since 15. 10 years of longing to be fulfilled and satisfyed. 36 and counting was my options... Then one day we met up. After you changed your life and stopped hanging with my boyfriend. (your friend). We only saw each other on facebook. Everyday on facebook, for years, i poured out my heart and soul to you. I told you about my frustrations, and joys in life. So when I one day finally got you to invite me over, I was very surprised to see that we both had changed. All through these years, i knew how much sex mattered to you. We could chat and talk about love, life, dreams and sex fantasies, but i also never really wanted you. Well not since that time, when I tried to kiss you, and you told me NO on the count of your friend. My x-boyfriend. ;) You forgave me though. I was drunk totally worked =P I spent a few years, turning from a brat girl to a woman. Had a daughter, learned to love her father, after he knocked me up and we realized that we could never be a couple, but the best parents in the world. That got me ready to settle down. Learn to respect myself, love my self and value myself. You spent a few years, learning to live healthy and you realized that you were ready for the life that a real woman and children could give you. And on that fatefull night you kissed me, better than i've been kissed in years. Your warm wet mouth got me totally wired. I told you that i wouldn't fuck you. I was not about to sleep with anymore men, unless they were worth it, and deserved me. We spend every waking moment in each others thoughts. We don't sleep, We don't drink, It hurts us to leave each other, but life tears us apart everyday. I have to be a Mother and independant woman, you have to go be a man. I just long for the sound of my door. We are a unit. I will fight, climb and make love for your happiness. You are my boyfriend now. The whole world is in a state of chock, but they are happy for us. They think we did good, and baby we did!! We know where we are going. Every asspect of our lives and dreams have been shared in deep conversations. You love it when i talk about how we are going to rip each other apart with sensuality and see the world together. I love it when you say, that though we are so different, and battles will happen, you will make love to me soo good, that i will never want another man. I have had realtionsships, but love is tricky.. It can look good, and be so wrong that you die a little when it ends. SO i'm carefull with love, but from now i won't be carefull that my heart will break or my body scared. I will be carefull to see that our passion lives on. I will do ANYTHING for you. You will do ANYTHING for me. You will even let my play with the dirty, nasty stuff a girl isn't supposed to play with. Like telling you how to fuck that girl i just brought home. Without distrust or fear that you will leave or i will get jealous. You will dress me up and show the world, that you think i'm a star and i will dress you down, and make you feel like a god.. You own my desire, with your bad boy/good love. A grown man that knows, what is out there and just doesn't know if there ever could anything better. ;) The hours you spend making me feel warm and relaxed. You fix my laundry, I fix your loneliness. You take my picture, I take your breath away. You massage my feet, and i let you ;) I will dance for you, bend for you and stand strong for you. I own you now, and you own me. I know that we have been friends for 7 years, and a couple for 4 days. But i know every inch of your twisted mind. You haven't fucked me yet, cause i'm a woman of my word, and I waited untill i thought we had respect and love in place. On this sunday you will be the first to ever have slow sex with me. I know how to do the dirty stuff, please teach me to love you right ;) /Your girlfriend.