I love him, does he love me back? I've told him so many stupid secrets, that i never should have told anyone, like when my mom kicked my dad out of the house... He liked me at camp, that's what he said. But he wanted to move on. And i can't....I just can't. He's too amazing, too great, too perfect. I don't even hate him or anything for wanting to move on, I understand it actually. But I-I love him too much.Why can't I let go? and accept it? *sigh* The full story can be explained by this: Last day of camp, It was production time. I was terrified, but not because of the proformance, but because i had promised myself i was going to tell Joey I liked him. (I went to theater camp in case your confused. We did a bunch of songs for parents and friends on the last day. We had to be at camp for 12 hours straight. XP) So, anyways. I was totally freaked. In between numbers, we waited in the Dressing Room theater, which was this like, dressing room....that also had a mini theater in the back. Anyways, my group was waiting to do our last number, and we were all eating popsicles and being weirdos. Joey got up to get another popsicle, and i went over to him. TRANSCRIPT OF OUR CONVERSATION! I MEMORIZED IT! Monika: Hey...um....Joey? Can i talk to you for a sec...It's kinda important... Joey: Um...sure...Wanna popsicle? (takes two popsicles out of freezer) M: no thanks. J: Okay..Let's um...go behind the curtain here...(holds open for monika) M: Yeah..(steps behind curtain) J: So uhhh....What's up? Max:(walks in unsuspecting) Monika and Joey: GO AWAY!!! Max: (runs away scared) Monika and joey: (laugh) M: (extra deep breath) okay....Joey, I.....I really like you.... J: I um...I really like you too monika... M: Really?! (scratches back of head) Well, I think your really cool. J: Yeah well, i think your doubly cool. M:Well, i think your triply cool. J: I think your quadroply cool. M: (akward silence) J: Ha. I win. M: Nu-uh. no you didn't. J: yes i did. (more akward silance) J:Well, this isn't akward at all. M:(laughs) J:Well, it was you who brought the akwardness upon us. M: Yeah, well. It had to be done. J: mm....Yeah.....But it's kinda weird...Cause i'm two years older than you... M:yeah i know. i was thinking about that. J:Well, now that that's over and out with...We can move on? M:(shrugs) Hug? J: YES. (they hug for a billion years.) J: Well...uhhhh...I'm gonna go throw my popsicle stick away now. M: And uhmmm...I'm gonna go that way. (points in oppositte direction) That was the conversation. exactly how it happened I'm pretty sure. Then we did our final number (he was my dance partner by the way) and the show was over, we all went outside to say our goodbyes. So i was rushing around, hugging everyone and getting last minute e-mails and stuff, then i spotted Joey far off. So I waved shyly, and he waved me over. So i ran over, and we hugged again. The he started laughing and did the *points to EYE makes a HEART points to ME* I laughed and did it back. there was a giant crowd, so we were swept apart. then, when we were leaving, His car was right behind mine. So hear this beep, and i look back, and there's joey, waving his trademark hat out the window at me. So i wave My hat back at him. AND THAT'S THE LAST I EVER SAW OF HIM. Dramatic, no? yeah...i know...I'm just a stupid little girl...