Hate that I cant
Posted Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous | 310 views | 3 comments
When I was younger I went to the doctor for a normal check up. That day I was told I wasn't able to have kids. Since then I have convinced myself that I didn't wasn't any kids. That they were nasty, smelly, and troublemakers. This was the only thing I can do to not feel the pain of what I could not have. My best friend of 5 years and I have been dating for a long time now. I haven't told him that there was a possibility that I couldn't have kids. He had told me many times on different occasions that he wants me to have his babies. He wants them to have my eyes and my smile and my mind. I've told him every time that I didn't want to have kids. However, we have been having unprotected sex since we been together. I've been hoping that maybe the doctor was wrong. But I still haven't been able to conceive my first child.
Commented Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous
It's not that I don't like kids, I've just told myself I didn't because I was told that I couldn't have them. But I definitely want to have his babies and I know I'm prepared. I've even been spending more time with my two nephews, 1 and 6 months, since I've been with him. And I enjoy the time I spend with them
Commented Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous
Younger is always better though.
Commented Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous
Well, with nowadays technology you can get pregnant via other way / method. The thing is you gotta check with your gynae. Other than the biggest challenge will be whether you're mentally capable of being a mother since you don't like kids.