Hate my life at the moment
Posted Aug 18, 2014 by anonymous | 294 views | 6 comments
I do. fucking hate it. I have around $20,000 in debt. Ill never be able to join the military which is what ive always wanted to do. I have a good job but pay still isnt enough. Cant get my license for yrs to come. I dnt trust people so I dnt talk to anyone about my problems. Im not a good friend/brother/son. Ill manipulate you in any way I can and once ive gotten what I want from you,you wont hear from me. I honestly dont give a damn about anyone or anything. Im a very bitter man. lost my father at a young age. started drugging and drinking at a young age. Stopped caring at a young age. There's too many problems to say them all. most of the time I wish I was dead. Suicide is not an option. Sometimes I wish a murderer would find me and make it quick. This is not the way to be living but I do it everyday.
Commented Aug 24, 2014 by anonymous
And yet the answer is SO OBVIOUS. Become a mercenary! There are several firms that would hire you as private security personal under contract to the government. It’s just like being in the military! They’ll send your arse to the middle east, teach you to kill people and blow stuff up. Your anti-social, self-loathing personality is just want they are looking for, and the pay is great.
Commented Aug 19, 2014 by anonymous
the first thing you need to do is get some help. then grow a set of balls and get out there and do something meaningful with your life
Commented Aug 19, 2014 by anonymous
These comments are a good example of why I hate people. fucking pay attention. read what I posted then read the comments.
Commented Aug 18, 2014 by anonymous
Sooooo, basically from what I'm reading, you're a wash up of a man who doesn't even know how to move forward in life? Telling us won't do you any good, my question is, when are you going to get off your ass and do something that will benefit you. Murder isn't the answer, because you'll have more than just 20,000 you'll need to pay off, so don't be stupid and go on a murdering spree.
Commented Aug 18, 2014 by DominatingMaster
i bet you cant eat 3 bottles of Tylenol in 5 minutes
Commented Aug 18, 2014 by anonymous
What ever you do you better not take any victims with you die a lonely death