Guilt feeling from my youth
Posted Jun 5, 2014 by billy | 177 views | 0 comments
Mom's younger sister did a lot of things with our family. She was 9 years older than I and did baby sitting for me. When she got her license to drive I went with her everywhere. Some weekends she took me to her apartment and we just hung out The summer of my age fifteen things changed. We are at the beach and swimming, we wrestled and played around. I went to her apartment after to shower and spend the night. When we got there I kissed her. We had done this many times, but this time it was different. I had looked at her in the car on the way home, she had noticed me excitement. She wrapped her arms and then her legs around me. I carried her to her bed. She drained my young body and calmed me down. She took over, she and I spent the night there. The following day in bed just enjoying each other. We had a strong sexual appetite for each other for years after. I stopped by after my first marriage and she told me, this is the last time. And the next the last, and finally she told me to stop coming by alone. She loved my first wife, I just wish my first wife had the passion and skills she did. We would still be married. When we separated I went back, she insisted it was not health for me. She could be selfish and just keep me for her self. But she wanted more for me. I am glad she did. With age and time, I wonder if I held her from finding someone. The prime of her life was time she spent with me. I know we had a great time and she and I both were sexually satisfied. Just wonder if I should have stopped or not pushed her at all?
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