Dear You, I am writing this for closer. Two days ago, I went to see you because I needed help with something, but I know that I really just wanted to see you again. To touch you and be with you again. When I fist got there, it was as if nothing had happend. Like we never broke up. We were talking like nothing had changed. But then you started to touch me, and i couldn't help but tremble. Your touch always does that to me, and i just can't help myself. I started thinking back on how things were between us. Our sex life was never dull. One thing that never was a doubt was my attraction for you and my hunger for you. so when you started to really make advances, i didn't try to hard to stop you. The sex was wonderful, incredible. But aftewards, I felt empty. And you drew away from me. You had told me that day that, you wanted me to come over because you missed me. you had called me and texted me for weeks saying that you wanted me back and that i was important and special to you. The most special and important person to you, but afterwards, I knew I wasn't. For two months now I have been telling myself that 'I'm over you.' I don't think that I ever truly believed it, until now. No matter how much i love you or how much i feel for you. We would never work. After four years, there has to be more to us that sex. There has to be more than what we were. Right now I'm in pain, I'm hurtin because I'm done. I am saying good-bye because I don;t think you ever truly loved me. I don;t think you really cared. Cause if you did, you wouldn;t have cheated on me, you wouldn;t have hurt me and you would of made time for me somehow. I always made time for you always was faithful to you. you were suppose to take care of me and keep me safe. but you didn't. you have hurt me more than anyone ever could. so this is the end of you and me once and for all. no more taking you back and working anything out. i love you with all my heart, and i probably always will, but i am sick of your games and i am sick of being used by you. Together we will never be.