giving into temptation
Posted Nov 2, 2014 by anonymous | 280 views | 3 comments
I want desperately to follow Jesus and live a godly life I want to have the kind of relationship with God where I can hear his voice my heart longs for it I yell myself I'm not going to drink smoke or sniff coke anymore and I know I can stop but the problem is I'm surrounded by people who do all those things and the temptation is always there and I end up giving in and I feel so guilty about it afterwards and I can't just distance myself because they are part of my everyday life I don't know what to do I pray to God to give me strength to follow him but I'm weak and I end up giving into temptation I know time is running out I don't know if there is Amy hope for me
Commented Nov 2, 2014 by anonymous
Do not depend on an imaginary children's fantasy. Get out of the situation you are in permanently. Get help from something like AA, and take advantage of whatever social services are available. Most of all, start thinking about what makes you a good and worthy person (a hint: it is inside of you, not in God, Zeus or the Tooth Fairy).
Commented Nov 2, 2014 by anonymous
This is GOD speaking: I invented coke for rich assed motherfuckers with too much money to spend it all on.
Commented Nov 2, 2014 by anonymous
OK, there is no god. Be a good person for yourself don't trade one addiction for another.Leave. Don't be near them walk away down the road and don't stop. I am not even joking. I was in your boat and nothing helped, not my wife, not my family, and definitely not my friends and after awhile I just gave up. I was going to kill myself. My friend pulled the shit out and as soon as I saw it I wanted it. Couldn't resist and it made me want to die so I went for a walk to a bridge that was 2 miles away. By the time I got there the urge was gone and I slept under the bridge waiting for it to come back and it didn't. There were some awesome ass guys who talked to me and we smoked pot. I just recently came back from that walk after 6 months and I don't give a damn about that. I tell those fuckers to walk off.