Getting a few things off mi mind.
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 67 views | 0 comments
In the past 2 years, I've had 2 abortions. I feel terrible about both of them. The first one was because my ex-boyfriend (he was my ex at the time, and still is obviously) came to my house and fucked me. I guess he thought that since he could once, he could do it again. Maybe he's right, but I don't know. And since then, I've planned out numerous ways to get back at him. He used to come around every so often and beat the crap out of me, so I really want to see him go down. I've thought about killing him and whatnot. I wouldn't ever really kill him, but I want to. The second abortion was because I started sleeping around with one of my brother's friends. I was going to keep that one. I didn't want to have an abortion because I still wasn't over the first one. He told me that he wasn't ready, and that I wasn't ready. He said that if I did this for him, if I got the abortion, he'd stand by me. So I got the abortion. Now, 5 months later, I still feel terrible, about both of them. I can't believe I did that. I honestly cannot believe myself. I was raised differently than that. I'm so scared my parents are going to find out. I'm only 16 years old.
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