I am 14 and so is my cousin, we were both drunk one night i wanted to tell him i was gay but he didn't believe me and said "if u had sucked me id believe you" so when we got home we got to bed, we were sleeping in a double bed and was still drunk so he was more open even though he's like super srtaight, we talked about that if we were gay that we would probably fuck like crazy, then he said: "You can suck me if you want to". Ofcourse i did and after a while he asked me to choke one his dick and i did. Then we dry humped each other because, well he didn't want to more. But after a while i changed his mine. He took his legs back and his ass was wide open, i rimmed it like crazy while he screamed "We're such a disappointment to this family" and said that we were disgusting. We didn't have a condom, but we didn't care. I pounded him so hard and he kept screaming "stop, no this is fucking wrong". i didn't care i guess i raped him. but after a while he was okay with it and wanted me to go further in, then we made out while spitting in each others mouth the same time i had my dick in his anal. i couldn't hold it i was cumin so much in his ass. i pulled it out and i layed on the top of him with spread legs and we felled asleep, the next morning we did some sick ass fucking again, what was wrong with us. We made a promise to keep our hands of each other. but one hour later we pounded each others ass. We kept on fucking and we thought to ourself that the only way we could stop was if our dads saw us doing it so we could be separated. So one day our dads was in the living room and we kept on screaming and our dads came up to see what it all was about. i fucked him hard in the asshole right in front of my homophobic dad and uncle and we didn't stop. they had to pull us a part. us four kept this secret between us. but me and my cousin still keeps on fucking every time we can. and I'm worried that is too much. but i can't stop. he has a rock hard hot body that makes me get an orgasm just imagining it.