I have recently began to fantasize about having sex with my brother. Many years ago, when we were both much younger we did some curious exploration with each other. Mainly touching and mutual masterbation. I tried anal on him but it was too painful so we didn't do that again. Anyway we played with each other any time our parents left us alone at home. I loved getting him hard even though I knew it was wrong. We explored with each other for a couple of years and then stopped. Don't know why we stopped. But we did. We both grew up and never mentioned our playing again. Now we are both middle aged men with wives and families. I remained bi curious my whole life. I never acted on it other than chatting with men on the Internet and exchanging pictures on occasion. Then for some reason a couple of years ago I began to think about the time my brother and I played with each other. I began to fantasize about what it would be like to play with him again as adults. I know it's morally wrong. I know it's taboo in society and then very thought of brothers having sex with each other would be the subject of scorn and condemnation. But even with all that I still think about what it would be like for us to suck each other and take turns receiving anal. Now here's where it really gets strange. I look at listings on craigslist frquently. Not really looking to met someone but mainly out of curiosity and to look at pictures people postal on there. Recently a saw an add on the men for men section that had the town my brother lives in listed. So I looked at the add. I was floored cause even though he gave no name or phone number by reading the description of himself that he had wrote I knew it had to be my brother. The physical description, the age, and the town all marched up. It said he was looking to met a married guy like himself to explore his bi curiosity with. A few days later another add was posted by my brother still looking to met a man for sex. Then I got the wild idea to respond to the add using a made up email address. Low and behold he responded back with additonal information about himself. This time I knew it was my brother for sure. Apparently he had remained bi curious all these years to like I had and wanted to find someone safe to explore with. We emailed back and forth a few times with him never knowing that his own brother was the one writing to him. He even sent me pics of his cock and ass. Another confession is that I have jacked off several times looking at the pics he sent me. He mentioned in one of his emails that when he was younger an older relative and he used to play around. So I know he has thought about what we did all those years ago. Now I am stuck. Do I date continue my emails with him and eventually reveal who I am with the hopes that maybe he would want to explore again with me. I know he is bi curious like myself. I know he has thought about what we did together years ago. I know he wants to find some safe and diseas free to play with as do I. So it ae,s like thermis maybe a chance my fantasy might come true. But I am not sure. If I reveal myself to him and he is totally repulsed by the idea, it would lead to years of embarrassing and strains relationship between us. But if I do reveal myself and by chance he is up for it, then my fantasy would come true. So what do you think. Should I let him know who I am or not. I know the majority of reposes will be condemning me to hell for being such a horrible immoral monster. But those of you who are not judging me and would give an honest opinion, I would like to know what you think I ought to do.