fuck i feel like ive lost my mind
Posted Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous | 280 views | 11 comments
haven't smoked in like 48 hours, pretty much crawling outta my fucking skin right now. I could drink but there's no way of knowing if that'll just make it all worse. UGH what just grit my teeth and bear through this? FUCK it hurts bad. :( addiction is a motherfucker!
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
well I wasn't talking about tobacco.shit, quitting smoking cigs was nothing for me and i smoked for 3 years. there are other substances you can smoke that will fucking wreck you, and I was talking about the one I very unfortunately got slowly addicted to because my dealer was lacing my bud with it.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
You're a fucking pussy. I can smoke 3 packs per day and then totally go cold for few months without breaking a sweat. Those who addicted to tobacco in general got a fucked up body or they are just pussies
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
Damn. All I did was sleep. I couldn't deal with it so I just slept until I could.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
Smoking may become your habit, so don't turn it on.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
i know op was prolly not exactly talking about tabacco by the symptoms they described, but all the same, yes its all bad for you. I've watched literally a couple of generations of my family either die of a direct result of smoking, getting high, or drinking themselves to death. its a shame.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
I was clean quite honestly all damn day against my will today (no money), and my bf said I seemed the happiest I've been in a long time? Maybe there's something to this. Maybe not. Couldn't hurt to try, cuz this shit ain't workin.
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
It is bad but u gotta say I can beat this motherfucker so u dont be dying of lung cancer and your liver getting cut up -and shit Also smoking rots ur teeth
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
I SO want to go back to going to NA/AA meetings daily and i know i need to but not anywhere near my hometown because the fear of someone recognizing you there when youve been laid off and.you're actively seeking employment isn't exactly fun...
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
one of the worst parts is the not being able to remember how to sleep omg I was up for damn near 4 days straight just about unable to even form thoughts when I first tried to get clean and the sweating is ridiculous I never knew I could sweat so much...
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
one of the worst parts is the not being able to remember how to sleep omg I was up for damn near 4 days straight just about unable to even form thoughts when I first tried to get clean and the sweating is ridiculous I never knew I could sweat so much...
Commented Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous
yep, not much else to say but i know how it is. ive tried quittinf several times now and every time is ridiculously hard.