fuck
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 492 views | 0 comments
I want to kill myself. I just want it all to be over. *shakes head* why are they all so mean to me without even noticing that it hurts me?? I seem to fuck everything up. but I'm stuck. I can't get out of this situation, and I can't die. dying would hurt my family and friends... and really... I don't want to hurt them the way they've been hurting me. I tried to talk to them about it. and I'm ignored. I don't know what to do. I just want it all to go away. I just want out. drugs. right? drugs will do the same that death does. I have snorted enough coke to make life numb. so nothing matters. but it does. and it's not a real solution.
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