Four years wasted
Posted Dec 6, 2014 by anonymous | 130 views | 5 comments
I was with my first boyfriend for 4 years before I finally dumped him. I wasn't happy for a long time. I knew i wasn't. I came close to breaking up with him several times. I wrote at least two long letters to him explaining why it wasn't working out. I didn't send them. My heart wasn't in it anymore. My head was telling me to get on with it. I wasn't even sexually attracted to him anymore. I just didn't want to hurt him. Now that it's over though, I'm really happy I ended it. It's a lot of reasons why I wasn't happy anymore. I needed support, and he wasn't there for me. I wasn't satisfied at all in bed, told him exactly what I wanted, and he wouldn't do it. He pissed me off, I told him why and to not do it again, he kept doing it. My family didn't like him and I wasn't too fond of his family either. He caused so much stupid drama in my life. He cheated on me, several times, but I forgave him. Don't know why. His needs and feelings seemed to come before mine. I did everything a good girlfriend is supposed to do. I want kids and he doesn't. I don't regret ending it. Not at all. I got my feelings out when i cried before i dumped him. I was already broken up with him in my heart, so I didn't cry when it was over. I'm much happier like this. My stress has gone down a lot.
Commented Dec 7, 2014 by bobber
No,,,, Go look in the mirror... That's who is "fucked up".....Don't know why you would say such a thing..... It took courage for her to leave and finally she is happy....
Commented Dec 7, 2014 by bobber
If the heart is not there/in it then it serves no purpose.... I think you did the right thing......I hope you find the right guy that makes you happy.....
Commented Dec 7, 2014 by anonymous
As far as the bedroom thing goes,well, I can make it do what it do, girl. ;P
Commented Dec 6, 2014 by anonymous
I kind of know what your talking about, sometimes you just need to end things
Commented Dec 6, 2014 by anonymous
you are a fuck up