first love worries
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 84 views | 0 comments
I am a 22-year-old female. I have been dating since highschool but things never last longer than a week or two since I usually: get sick of the guy/don't like him at all/don't feel any spark/he's too this/he's too that/etc etc. I'm not picky, I just know what I'm looking for. Well, I lost my virginity at 22. I quickly fell for this guy and he fell for me, and after our 4th date we spent the weekend together and made love. We are still together after 3 months (this is a long relationship by my standards... normally he would be kicked to the curb months ago), but we are just madly in love. But I have found that we differ so much on important issues, like vital things. He doesn't want to get married ever, and I know that I do someday. He doesn't want any more kids (he has a daughter), and I know that I will one day. He wants to stay in his very very small town, and I want to stay here in the city. We say we love each other and I know it's true. But can love be enough? Can love make one of us change our lives for each other? And is it true that 'if he really loved me, he'll change for me'...? Do I stick it out? Do I run for the hills? Or am I prematurely scared of these possible impending arguements?
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