failed adoption
Posted May 8, 2013 by anonymous | 295 views | 4 comments
When I was 15 I moved halfway across the country to be adopted. I had some emtional issues that surfaced while I was there. Things were made worse by the fact that the home was really far from everything. When I snapped and ended up hurting myself they called my case manager to have me leave. They found out Monday that I was leaving Friday morning. They didn't tell me until Wednesday night. I was oberwhelmed and didn't know how to respond. They told me all I had to was say I wanted to stay and be apart of their family. I was hurt angry and confused it was a lot to take in all at once. I felt like my world had cracked open and I couldn't really process what was happening. So I don't even remember what I said. I said goodbye to my friends at school the next day when I turned in my books and packed. Then Friday morning I got on a plane back to my home state. Well it is 15 years later and I kinda wanted to know how everyone was doing so I looked them up on Facebook. I sent a message to the man who was going to be my father telling him that I didn't know if he wanted to know or not but that I am doing alright. He aparently doesn't check his fb page often because the message still show up as unread a week later. I am kinda freaking out. I have had to much time to think about all the really nasty things he could say to me. I don't believe in God bit wish I did so I could just pray about it and feel better but I can't. So I am just putting this out in the world. May seem strange but writting this all out has made me feel better. Thanks
Commented May 11, 2013 by anonymous
Just a side note I was a devote christian when all of this happened
Commented May 10, 2013 by anonymous
yeah like god wasn't the one who rigged all this to fail. another christian buttlicker looking for another member to give 10% to the church
Commented May 8, 2013 by anonymous
Well without GOD in your life, u really not living at all.
Commented May 8, 2013 by anonymous
It is quite sad to be have an failed adoption.