explain this
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 124 views | 0 comments
why am I dissatisfied? I've been having tons of sex with a man I love lately. Problem is, he's still married on paper, and I feel cheap because of that. I know his heart belongs to me, but.. why do I have to be the one to conform to his schedule, and his wants and needs? it ain't fair. he is top of the line, but so am I. it's gonna be another month before he even moves out of the place he shares with his so called wife. and the divorce? how long is that gonna take? shit....... how do I stay patient and understanding in the interim? I don't feel like I'm settling with him at all. I feel like I'm being put on the back burner for a bit until he gets it together, and that aggravates me. maybe I'm only pms-ing and this will pass eventually. I certainly hope so. I don't want to say or do the wrong thing with him. He's worth the wait, but damn, I wish he would have contacted me AFTER he got frickin' divorced!
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