empty
Posted Feb 8, 2014 by anonymous | 3061 views | 5 comments
I'm severely depressed. I hate myself and don't think I deserve anything I have. I feel sick whenever I look at myself. I have friends, I guess, but they don't really know me. My ""best friend"" says I'm her best friend, but she says that about 50 other people so it doesn't really matter. It's hard to get out of bed in the morning because I am so exhausted, in pain, and feel so worthless. I have no idea why I keep bothering trying to befriend people and do things for them. I just get taken advantage of and keep getting asked to do things for them with nothing in return. My family is falling apart so I can't tell them anything about this, since they are so wrapped up in their own crap and keep throwing me in the middle. It's like it's impossible for me to feel joy. I have nothing that makes me happy, just things that make me feel less awful. No matter how good something would be to a normal person, I feel nothing. I say I'm happy about it because I know I'm supposed to be happy in that moment. I don't know what to do. I feel empty and nothing but sadness and loneliness inside. Even when I'm surrounded by people.
Commented Feb 11, 2014 by anonymous
You need to make true friends only.
Commented Feb 10, 2014 by anonymous
Just keep fighting a bit more, i know you will get out of it. Im sure you will look back in the future and smile, you will be proud of yourself, you can reach whatever you want, fight for it :)
Commented Feb 10, 2014 by anonymous
The only real help you'll find begins with a doctor and some medication. Seriously. Without those things, you will not be able to fix your problems. You will never really know where to start, and you will constantly feel overwhelmed.
Commented Feb 9, 2014 by Rico
There's a pill for that...
Commented Feb 9, 2014 by anonymous
sounds like a shitty. situation but let me give you this advice call people on their bs