I used to dream as a teen or young adult of knowing a guy for ages (like go to school or college with or next door or even just meet and hit it off) and having sexual interludes and teases and eventually romance and that he kind of passionately takes me (not quite rape in that rough genre) but to have man take me as his own after I have known him a while and fallen in love. I want him to be the kind of guy who is cut off from society for a while so I don't have to fight for him. its funny how in the movies that is sometimes the case this guy turns up on the doorstep of a girl for a holiday with his flat mate or neighbor or a relative and you are so blessed you don't even have to fight for him with another chick. how does that happen? then its great when he is good looking but god sends out nasal delivery control to women, so they all look the other way when he is about so you can catch him. these guys know how to turn it on and off you know. in my dreams he would always been debonair (like a doctor or lawyer or intelligence police on holiday) and stylish and a little roguish and sure of himself ... a bit nasty but underneath a good guy. and he would know all the right moves with me. and take me places and have sex with me in a scented garden so that when you lay down or he takes you in his after aside from a party or everyone else when he says good night to you, he is the kind of guy who would pull you around behind a corner or wall or garden beds and look you in the eyes romantically and say "I want to kiss you right here and I love you like you deserve to be loved and I am going to protect your virtue when we make out" or "I am keeping you safe from the bad guys kissing you here behind the trees at the house party" ... that is nice. and then you have those nice fumbled breast caresses and kisses. and he knows when to stop to make you long for more, and tomorrow night he will passionately fuck you like you have always dreamed. telling you he loves you. and you do live happily ever after.