Don't Depend on Me Anymore
Posted Feb 6, 2013 by anonymous | 286 views | 2 comments
The only reason I put my self out there with a "depend on me" tag on my back is because it at some point made me feel wanted and it made up for all those years I had to inconvenience my family because of my autism. Yeah, I had autism. Despite the fact that I look normal and can play the part of normal. Actually, I hate depending on people as much as they depend on me. It seems unfair. And I hate having to act like I give a shit. All that socializing has come from years and years of "forced" practice by my mother. All the things I can do was taught to me. It wasn't some natural born talent. Its so unfair to hide your selfish neediness within your praises of my "talents" and to use me without any regard to my feelings or pain. Therefore, I've hade enough. You all go find some other sucker to depend on.
Commented Feb 7, 2013 by anonymous
I feel the same way. I'm the one you can always count on in a pinch. I feel like such a fool most of the time.
Commented Feb 7, 2013 by anonymous
They are not depended upon you, you are dependent upon you.